Thursday, July 03, 2008

I just got done telling my hubby what horrible communication skills I have, so I am certain that what I am trying to say will not come out the way I want it to.

Today I went over to Sharons(Sam's mom) house for our Thursday Bible Study group. Of course we weren't planning on studying anything, just helping Sharon around the house if she needed anything. Turns out, she just needed to talk. What an amazing woman.

Here are just some of the comments that were spoken by this sweet, gentle spirit:

"I am not going through anything that God himself did not go through."

" I am accepting that this is God's will. So many miracles have come out of Sam's death."

"I am experiencing sorrow and pain, but I also have so much joy."

WHAT? Did this woman just lose her precious son? She is overjoyed with the miracles that have come about since Sam's passing. People in her family who have reconciled, people in her family that want to study the Bible, and complete strangers writing emails and explaining how Sam's sermon has changed their life. While we were talking, one of the girls told Sharon that her neice had uttered these precious words, " Sam lived his whole life for God, and I want to live that way too." Sharon cried and was then joyous that her neice had expressed an interest in God.

I wish that everyone could sit in a room with her for 2 hours and listen to her express her love for God in the way that I did today.

Sharon told me today when Sam was in utero his estimated due date was October 4th or 5th(which is our little guy's due date). He was born on June 16th though. That means he was born around 24-25 weeks. What a fighter he was. That was a pretty big miracle considering it was 14 years ago, when the technology is not as good as it is today. Sharon knew that his life would have purpose if he survived those three months in the NICU. After his recent sermon he wrote for LTC, she just knew that he was destined to be a preacher. Even with his slight speech impediment, he delivered a flawless sermon to the congregation a few months ago. As our minister Jim expressed a few weeks ago; Sam has preached to more people in the past few weeks than most preachers will ever be able to do. Preachers dream about reaching millions of people with their thoughts, but Sam did that very thing. All you have to do is type in Sam Thomsen Sermon on Google and you will be amazed.

Sam's life was a wonderful testament to his parents abilities to love and raise their child in a Christian home. Love is evident in their home, in their pictures, in their spoken words, and in the Bible laying on the kitchen table. I hope that Franklin and I can be the kind of parents that Sharon and Larry are.


Heather & T.J. said...

Her comments gave me goose bumps! Miss you!

Anonymous said...

I was just going to say the same thing, I got goosebumps! What a story!

Laura said...

Okay, I want to be a godly woman like that and have that perspective on life. Thanks so much for sharing those things she said.

(Also, have a blog!! This is going to be so much fun!)

Sharon Thomsen said...

Tracy, Facebook just directed me to this blog post of yours that you shared this day, a long time ago. I just can't tell you how it blessed me today to read these beautiful words of yours. It brought me back to that time, and reminded me of how precious your concern and love for me were, as I was sorting through all the emotions of a very difficult few years. I am so grateful for the love and friendship you surrounded me with. You were truly the hands, feet, arms and heart of Jesus to me and my family. We are ever grateful for Him sending you to us, to reflect Himself when we needed it most. Love you dear girl -- and kudos for being an AWESOME homeschool mom!!! I'm proud of you and I know God is blessing you and your family through your choice to homeschool. It's amazing to think that here you are, 7 years later, and you're an old pro now. You go girl!!!